ninetyone_

2005-07-02T23:50:00.000+08:00

HEHE. emdd was only fun cause we took plenty of pictures. and the pri school kids were funny. haha i went with dawn liz batman yang manda and sara! haha i uploaded the pictures alrd. http://EMDD01072005.mypicgallery.com

everyone was pretty. or rather even prettier. too bad my ling'sin thailand getting bitten by mosquitoes.

had thai classes today. woah it was so cool! only thing was that the lady became so scary when she satred talking so quickly in thai.

i hate the **** HEHE. took my radar man away for one whole stinky month. not because i miss him so much but because he was the one who made me sick and

i want revenge! hehe i hate m1 too! the lost a message from him! argh now i will never know what he said.
oooh msn is screwed. haha

2nd june was the day! hehe happy one month. chey one mth only. i used to celebrate days . haha you think your one mth very big huh. haha . im bored.
come home soon. your ma zi is waiting =D

2005-06-23T15:39:00.000+08:00

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2005-06-19T22:40:00.000+08:00

*you're the sweet caramel syrup in my chocolate bar.

it's been long since i added an entry in this blog. well. HAPPY FATHER"S DAY TO ALL THE PAPAS IN THIS WORLD.

[you would never want me back]

working today was FUNN. worked with marcel mama gladys jardine paul hilary val fareed and err i think that's all.

i want to play ice. serious. but i cannot ice skate. that's the sad part. i need skates too. shall start planningbut i need to lose weight HEHE.

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2005-05-19T00:25:00.000+08:00

* i crush you

haha im supposed to be watching my cinderella story now. chad is so cute! haha.. anyway i just came back from hockey. it was really fun!

bronson is super duper zai can!! haha ryan don't know what singing true. do you think he's cute? haha nah he's hair style sucks. upclose cut away hair better.

haha what's my problem im in need of a crush. haha.. nicky also very fun to play with. haha bah .. madness la. ok nvm my cinderella stroy now more impt. haha buhbye!

i got a blue black from albert upload another day. haha i got back some of my results really disappointed with my chinese. oh well i deserved it. haha.. chad!!

2005-05-17T00:03:00.000+08:00

*you got me started

haha i've uploaded new pics. haha me and dawn rather. haha the names maybe the same but there are new pics in them for some .. not the past years one but ya haha

*iloveyou

2005-05-15T23:51:00.000+08:00

*im falling in love with you

haha crew night rocked!! and i have a new blog!! live journal. haha ninetyonee.livejournal.com i think i will be still using this thou. only that some times update there sometimes here.
i have a multiply but i don't know how to use it [orangecow] haha

2005-05-13T15:51:00.000+08:00

*if i could turn back time.

wahaha waiting for dawn to come to my house now. mmx should we go and send shawn off? i think so ok later then go down bah.

tomorrow's crew night. haha. and imissyou.

im longing for your hug.

2005-05-12T23:50:00.000+08:00

*imissyou

yea exams are over.haha but when i get my results back im going to cry.
tomorrow we're going fishing marcel called to tell me he can't make it. oh well. haha. i just hope you would go.

going to buy stuff with nadia tommorrow morning then meet stella and dawn then i think im coming home to put my stuff and change.

it only we both would make the first step.

you would never want me back.

2005-05-11T22:02:00.000+08:00

*im over you but im stuck on you

i've made my decision. or rather my heart haha. it was just a mistake a year ago and it still is now. im so going to fail my chinese physics amaths english. haha
my last paper is tomorrow!

you're like the sweetest candy on the top shelf when i was a kid. there but just out of my reach

im willing to take the risk as long as you are willing to give me another chance.

last night i saw a falling star.

and threw all cautions to the wind.

i said i really loved you.

i hoped a new love would begin.

guess that star. wasn't meant for me.

cause my wish never did come true.

so im sitting here.

all by myself.

wishing i was with you. [written by my darling partner]

2005-05-10T20:22:00.000+08:00

* it all seems like a dream.

why does it always happen on the 10th?

bah.. next tuesday i got selections for under 17 but im all fat and wobbly now. cannot even remember how to play netball anymore. im having my physic paper tomorrow.

all i could do was think of you.

haha during my paper. ya your right. why am i doing this to myself.
who the hell are you to come in and out as you like.
like you always say [forget it].
im not some resort where you come and go like some big shot member.
haha im lame.

you appear all the time in my life. and him.. in my dreams.
have fun during your dinner.

three years time. my ktm.

four months time my goalie pad.

five months time my helmet.

six years time you in my memories.

when will it ever end.

2005-05-09T14:02:00.000+08:00

timble of hope i should not take note of.

haha. i gave up study geo.so many chapters.
*you called me and gave me motivation. haha it was short spanned thou. haha.

really miss you thou. mmx or is it just a form of entertainment for myself HAHA. ijanij. haha. may god be with you.

10.10pm 9th may

YOU* made my day

=pp im talking to action now. HAHA.

he's full of shit. i saw him riding past on his super duper nice ktm! when i was walking out with stella and amanda.. haha cannot believe it la.

msg him to tell him i saw him then he said he did too. oh well and what im lucky cause he didn't ride out since apc.. mmmx.

bah sucks la.. it always happens want to forget but... can forget already then like that. aiya friends only what haha. im going to flunk my chinese left the whole thing blank here and there. die already.

=D

2005-05-08T20:47:00.000+08:00

HAHA. im screwed! i got chinese and bio tomorrow and i haven't studied.

nadia is telling me stuff i have no cule aobut. haha so how. i have to go haha HAPPY MAMA'S DAY to all the mama's in the world haha!

and i just want to tell you i miss you so much and no amount of words and space will be able to store it.

2005-05-07T22:48:00.000+08:00

raow! zhen's going to call me.

haha she just called me haha.
haha we're bitching around. haha went to see houses today. haha zhen's such a BUM.

got one just across the hockey court. weehee and a super nice one at my school there! CHAD.

2005-05-07T11:31:00.000+08:00

oh my. go and watch house of wax!
super nice show. stella and zhen missed it.

iam falling in love with CHAD MICHAEL MURRAY.

haha trying to do my maths and chiniese now. im so bored! haah cannot go for hockey today! so i shall do my work and see if my mum allows me to go to skatesports later. haha.

2005-05-04T21:45:00.000+08:00

bah. im confused. argh i hate seeing you online.
i want to talk to you but i can't.
why are you treating me like this.

imissyou

2005-05-03T22:11:00.000+08:00

nanana im getting mixed up.
bla bla bla why is it so fugged up.
tatata my exams are screwed up.

why am i not bothered about my social studies.
weehee. history and why there were conflicts are so interesting.
wow.

i miss you. everything seems blurr right now.
nah need to concentrate on my studies. thanks for being there thou.
im going to be what you thought i would be. only much better.

2005-05-03T18:08:00.000+08:00

HAHA. there's a change in situation. i live for no one but myself.
wahaha four months for me to lose weight! haha and i need to buck up on my studies.

i want to live in australia!

2005-05-02T22:19:00.000+08:00

i want to break down and cry.

i love you. but i miss you. argh . i have to give up but i don't know how.

i can't help but my tears just keeep running down my face.
i would walk a thousand miles just to see you.

i cry myself to sleep.
i keep myself busy just to force you out of my mind.
it works.. till i walk down our memory lane alone in the middle of the night.
why can't i get another chance.
have you ever thought of how i felt.
have you ever loved me.

please let me know how you feel.

2005-04-30T22:36:00.000+08:00

i miss you so much. if only i could let you know.

if you knew how much i loved you. would you come back to me.

im trying my best to forget you. not talking to you makes me miss you even more.

i love you. but no one know.

2005-04-28T23:31:00.000+08:00

oh my! haha im a total slacker.
i told my darling sardine that i was coming home to study and instead. haha i slept through.. but went down hockey court to look for joe to give him the goalie gear. haha. i really want my OWN goalie gears please. anyone want to help me look for some?

sighs i miss so many people which is pure madness haha. should i work or not. haha.. argh.. i want apc to come back! thou we didn't sleep much.. totally washed out. but i had so much fun. camping at vivian's house. looking at my beloved and all so wonderful goalies who made me forget about reality!
haha and now.. im left only with memories.haha he has lied to me again. i cannot believe it. oh well.

and i was in my own world of hockey that i neglected my friends! haha stella and dawn.. oh and today's my BESTIE'S birthday. i want to let her know that even thought things around us have changed i still love her so very much!

i miss dave and all! haha that's in my fantasy world and i miss * in my reality world haha

2005-04-25T22:15:00.000+08:00

oh my.. had my papeer today.
was too tired fell asleep half way. oh my.. sighs it's a sad day haha LUKE FIVEASH flew back to aussie today! i totally forgot to take a picture with him..

went sentosa with him ptath great britian people.. man.. haha luke looked so cute playing hockey.. marcel was teaching me how to play volleyball.. hah got all the signatures etc.. luke gave me his email! haha on his own accord! weehee got chinese tomorrow and i seriously didn't study!

fiveash. haha pthah gave me a jersey i had three from gb and gave one to mitchel weehee. but i want lukes!!

2005-04-19T22:43:00.000+08:00

i miss you.i miss you. i miss you. i miss you.

i wish we would be together again.
if we do i hope we would be like the others.
make it known to everyone.
i can then express how happy im with you.

or rather was. nah. it's all a dream.

almost had you. wished you almost love me too.
i love the sweet sound of your voice.

ninetyone- MY JERSEY NUMBER haha

2005-04-19T19:43:00.000+08:00

do you know you're being missed badly.

oh my went skatesports today.. all the wheels and mission stuff are all in! gosh i like this purple wheel alot! the small red one too! haha bah. miss wahidah complained about the netball board! she said it wasn't nice. .. oh whatever. now i have to print the c division and b divions list. how infair can. argh.

apc's coming.. oh my. so freaking scared!!

2005-04-17T22:01:00.000+08:00

hello! haha thanks zhen! yea! long last she did my blog for me! she was feeling emo. =D
bah i played goalie today. haha sucked.. mst train harder. hope action will be free someday to do so. haha watch jill and sonia play florrball today. final score was 8-0 weehee. man jill run's like.. woosh!

haha I CHANGED MY JERSEY NUMBER! haha to ninetyone! my tag number for 2.4 was also ninetyone. haha... im scared for apc! later i let my team down how! bah supposed to call burn back. but im kinda lazy. haha. shall see how.

sighs. haha. im kinda lost. i have a maths paper tomorrow i hope i do well. didn't study. talking to chailert now. planning how to message a certain someone. haha listening to mr lonely! so cute. haha i really want to talk to you but somehow it seems impossible!

2005-04-17T09:41:00.000+08:00

re-naaaa. haha. i CHANGED YOUR BLOG SKIN. your ktm is on the navigate page. tagboard also there. ahaha. if you wanna change it back get the html page from me okay!? hahha lalala. IM TOTAALLLY ENAMOURED BY YOUR LURRRRHFE. haha go dl international you day. boo. i love you haha.

2005-04-15T22:37:00.000+08:00

haha UPDATES* i upload the pictures already. got the run for fund.. the union.. three/7 and the retarded pictures i took with stella and dawn!

had the run for fund today. ran with trina and dawn! haha.. was the bloddy macsot. embarrassed myself infront of the WHOLE school. i was the only stupid maascot who ran. but it was worth it after all! THREE/7 rocks! we won 7 positions among the top 15! wahaha.

mmmx i guess we're not fated haha. brought the thing fo rhim today. but liz went home with it! haha after the run went back to sch to do the netball board. shall make it properly another day. mmmx. then went home took a shower and went out to watch miss congeniality! very funny.. haha hockey training was cancelled. so saddening can! ii was looking forward to it.

bah. kuku marcel. i know what you said. =D

[ireallymissyou]

2005-04-15T00:00:00.000+08:00

argh! tomorrow got run for fund! so pissing off! i have to be the bloody mascot.
how stupid is that.im so bored.

it's not worth it. you cannot be bothered. so neither can i.

2005-04-12T20:00:00.000+08:00

sighs. all my efforts down the drain.

oh well. i will just have to find that day.

[i cuddle up in a corner everynight with tears drpping down my face. thinking about the times we had together]

nevermind. it's ok. it was all in the past i have learnt to let go and forget.

2005-04-10T20:32:00.000+08:00

oh my.. haha i had training with albert on friday.. the 8th! so cool .. he was training me as goalie!

on the 9th haha had to work then went for training .. mmx work was so different. sighs .. oh well. then we had some hockey demo and off we went for training! haha it was fun overall. i played goalie through out.. ther stupid padding like shit.. i drop ar then the impact so bloody big can!! now got blur black. then rushed back for crew night.
it was pissing off at first then things looked up.. argh!! pissing off..
GUESS WHAT! im using a paper clip to pin up my fringe haha!
anyway .. the night was the best.. after eating at simpang with them i came home .. weehee. then.. I HAD A MESSAGE! wahahaha so happy.. then i talked to action for like.. half an hour.. =D haha but what ever!

im so happy! so very happy!

2005-04-07T21:37:00.000+08:00

haha im going to fail my physic and lit.. how interesting. haha and got chinese tomorrow but i haven't studied. haha
mmmx. went for floorball today. oh my was i freaking out before that. felt super extra! haha they are so... united? haha .. but it was fun overall.. not as scary as i thought it would be..
haha burned out ok. listening to ji mo bian jie now.. mmmx. talked to jill last night.. she made sooo much sense.. well partly cause she was JILL for nut sakes. i have to kinda set my piorities right right now.. studies must be at the top.. while i have fun. haha
things i NEED to do-
netball board. haha
class chirt.
kc family day.
social studies ca.bleagh.
study.
skatesports crew night. [mmmx]

things i WANT to do.
play hockey! [super impt]
floorball.
netball.
work and have fun. forget all the shit i caused. =D

uploaded pictures of our crew! haha very nice. i MUST take alot of pictures on crew night. haha. screwed la.. im lost. i know and not know what i want.. but it's only for one particular thing.. basket.
haha .. it time to let go .. oh well ... will take it in my stride. haha .

2005-04-04T20:12:00.000+08:00

NEWS UPDATE! I HAVE A NEW PIC GALLERY.. MORE TO COME WEEHEE.. go to my links to find it

2005-04-04T17:32:00.000+08:00

paooo! haha. i've decided! im going to do floorball. if i have the time.
which mean if i do not get into under17 which is most likely. weehoo.. haha. i went to shop to look for xiaomen today.. saw a super small scrambler! freaking cute! haha .. i cannot wait to be nineteen. im supposed to be bathing then off to study. oh well soon soon. haha listening to a freaking nice song now. wahahaha!

i want to play hockey now!! had to rerun 2.4 cause the measured the distance wrongly? // stupid right ? was so shagged.. fat alrd. haha. i have the 5 stations tomorrow! shall get it over and done with! weehee. didn't see dawn all after school today. haha .bum. my exams are comming ok i shall go and update my wish list.

2005-03-29T21:16:00.000+08:00

go away. go go shoo! shoo.. go and NEVER come back. oh my

tomorrow i have training should i go down.. mmmx and we have the simple plan concert later in the night. raow! im MOTIVATED to be a sportswoman! wahahaha nothing's going to stop me. haha first i WILL train properly for netball. track i got no time already woohoo. im sorry. ya anyway it's ok. floorball shall NOT be in this list of mine.

fine im losing out but who cares! no ice too. ya and that... proves my point of serena chin being a piece of shit. i cannot do anything. oh my. no wonder some other person wins ya. bleagh.

it's ok.. i shu de xing fu kou fu. YOU just wait. give me a few more years. i would have done most of the sports by then! wahaha excpet ICE AND FLOORBALL. shall let you win. go on go on. bleagh. i think im mad. it's ok. i still have netball haha can i MUST improve in hockey. volleyball for me when im in poly! just you wait. weeheee im jsut being a loser here man i know i can never do floorball and ice. never mind! floorball in poly! or jc or what so ever la huh. wahahaha. soccer...

oh my i talking shit. i don't think i can even do netball properly. where's shumpy!! she promised to teach me how to play soccer. ok not like i don't know how but professionally! is that how you spell it?

ok my priorities
BIGGEST!! forget a big backside. weehee.
1. netball
2. hockey
3. studies [when i go up im going to get a car and a ktm vroommmm]
eat my dust wahaha
4. stop lying to myself.
5. lose ALOT of weight.
6. set my mind straight

argh here comes the sad part. 'we' can NEVER happen again. i know that! i HAVE to accept it.. weeeheeee that's.. the hard part.
serena chin officially HATES the 26 of EVERY and i mean EVERY month! i just hate that number!

oh my. lose weight man! YOU think have a 'jie jie' big is it. well good for you. i have my TWINIE BESTIE AND LOOK ALIKE and a REAL sis. so much for that. ha! oh my. all this is for nothing! YOU didn't do anything did you. admit it please. ohh i know.. that backside.. mmmx.. sliver one. i like sliver. and nad i don't talk about the 'sliver bum' all the time.

i got gladys to guide me! ha! vivian's back! oh my many are leaving the family. what should i do. -ponders. staying would be good . spite the shit out of that bum. nah don't think he bothers. weeheee. maddes.

[if you would come back all i would do is to hold you]

i KNOW YOU TWO HAVE SOMETHING ON. out with it . make my life easier! i feel like asking you. what did i mean. do i have a chance or am i leading myself on.

Come Home Soon
by Pug Jelly

It's been two days and I'm missin' you already
Never really thought you could mean
So much in such a little time
Think about the nights when I'm lyin' in your bed
With my chest resting your head
Now that you're gone I'm here to stay

I think I'm fallin' down. Down down down
With a bad case of love. Love love love
I think I'm falling for you. You you you
I think, I'm falling in love

When you come back all I wanna do is hold you
Have a blast even though there's nothing to do
Hold you close and look you in the eyes
So just come back and I'll tell you how I feel
Never knew how easy you could steal
My heart I miss you come home soon
(Chorus)
I think, I'm fallin' in love
I think, I'm fallin' in love

Cause I know that you won't be home when I call you
You're in England now, I hope that you'll be home soon
Cause I know that you won't be there when I call you, NOW
(Chorus)
I think, I'm fallin' in love
(slow) I think, I'm fallin' in love

2005-03-28T16:05:00.000+08:00

oh my. haha i still cannot believe it. happened really fast you see

oh well a quitter never wins and a winner never quits.

haha i think all this is BULLSHIT. haha. now all i regret is not concentrating for my under 17 squad. so wasted right?
i seriously don't see the point in doing anything right now but i think i can live life as it is. haha

life has it has it's ups and downs. i wasn't born with a sliver spoon in my mouth. my life wasn't planned out for me. i choose who i want to be..
yesterday today and of cause tomorrow.

i should be happy we had times together. now. i will think super carefully before doing anything, getting into any relationships.make sense? i think so.
sighs. haha i say until it seems im over it and all up and ready to go. haha i don't really know right now.

lost in a world of deception and lies

2005-03-27T22:28:00.000+08:00

oh my. life's ******up again.

once again serenachin's life is upside down.

just when she thought .
everything was going on fine.
but no.
he made her forget.
gave her happiness.
but at the same time.. broke her heart.

oh my. is she stupid.

it's ok. he will be her last anyw.
left . right. up. down

yea. she gets a message.
telling her he brought home *. and she goes all mad.
happy and jumping with joy.

will he be another you-know-who.
i think so.

2005-03-17T00:29:00.000+08:00

haha... today was funny... talking sardine now...
just finished transfering my pictures.

memories are flooding back again.. this is bad!!

iwantyoubackinmylife.

2005-03-14T03:03:00.000+08:00

oh my. haha the past few days had been fun! haha. on the

12-march-05
it was a saturday by the way. i went for selections for netball with pan. haha it was a simply waste of time. oh well we did get into u17 though but i think it's shit. -training squad-
den i went to have lunch with rhonda pan and paula. haha then the fun part came! my first crew night without daawnn how i missed her. haha i had xiaomen, hilary, and ah neh! in my team.. haha and boy did we rock.
it was super funny ok. haha good crew night planned by gladys ang mengli. i was kinda extra. haha highlights.

-towel fight with barry, xiaomen etc.
-learning how to dive and back flip =p men was tryin to teach me but ya.
- swimming with pingpong balls stuffed everywhere!
-aching asses =D

haha super fun after that we went to liz's birthday party! haha .. was freaking hungry ok! haha bowled with mama -viv- liz and men hah ame and mama were actually winning ok. then xiaomen changed the rules haha but it was fun. haha
stupid men wack my ass unti it was freeaking painful! but i took my revenge! haha when i came home... [ super shaggged , slept on the way back haha i was sleeping one men ] i realised my butt like got a million of red flower petals! sit too long very painful.

reached home about 2 plus? haha in the chalet yani and sonia were having a argument using helium! haha super funny. and way den the next daay .

13-march

liz's official birthday! haha love you! yes.. anyw.. woke up super early .. had to go join men with the YMCA skate camp. haha it was super duper fun. had to teach jap kids.. and oh my. men was damn good with them. peifu. i learnt so much from him ok . don't really know how to thank him. camp was from 10 to 12. and 1 to 3. haha it was really fun.. not as tiring. haha i need a dry fit shirt! den i started work.. haha super duper fun man the crew...

we ended the day throwing people into the huge bins! i got thrown in 3 times!! thanks to j!! oh my! it was super smelly. i carred munira and threw her in too! haha mama ken maria too! and and neh too! haha neh hend first somemore. haha and i said i wanted to bathe! j took the hose and sprayed me!! haha i took revenge too but ended up drenched! haha hugged jardine marcel and ah neh! haha sat on j . he's freaking strong ok ! anyw haha it waas very fun !

haha end we went to eat at chomp chomp haha the what ever you call it freaking nice to eat! haha the thing you suck! oh my marcel eat till he became super hot! haha... but it wasn't enough we went simpang and ate again! haha pigs can.. at that time i think alrd 12 plus.. haha then we sat there and started bitching haha freaking funny ok ! haha marcel was like freaking high! den pms then high again!!! haha gosh! very funny he kept on complaining about this kuku customer . haha ... and now im home! haha my working schedule!

i have no time to study at all! haha i got school tomorrow till 11?

then im working 12 to 5 tomorrow and i have tuition at 6?
tues- 12 to close
wed- skate camp with barry 10-12 and 1 to 3
thurs- skate camp with barry 10-12 and 1 to 3
friday - off to orchard with the union! haha
sat- working 8 to 4. hockey 5 to 7.30
sunday - working 8 to 4

haha.. lazy to type alrd! how to study you tell me. im screwed i still got test!

[ just want you to know that im always here for you. and iloveyou.
i was a big mistake on my part. i regretted doing what i did.
i know no amount of words can heal this patch in my life.
i sorry to think that 'someoneS' were actually better then you!
it doesn't seem so now. but it looks as if nothing i do now will actually help.
i miss you so dearly. everytime thoughts of you fun through my head,
tears will flood my eyes and break into a million droplets as it touches the casing of my pillow.]
.wantyoubackinmylife.that'sallimbreathingfor.

2005-03-06T18:12:00.000+08:00

argh. stupid com! haha i cannot blog so im getting nad to load it for me. haha.. stupid things have been happening today. i wasted too much money ok! buyin a pair of heels i didn't want?!?!? and i went back to change it. was freaking late to report home and got scolded as usual.i went far east with dawn feel so bad make her run everywhere.. haha shit im typin this in dawn's convo den i accidently pressed enter and it went in how embarrassin haha. i feel stupid blogging like that oh well. haha i bought two things today. went back to change and i lugii money!! sighs so heart broken haha. was whining and whining to dawn.
[nad : kays. now waiting for rena to tell me what else to type. lols. god rena yoo loser. its rugi no lugii. hahas *rolleyes. anwhoos. yesterday we went esplanade for the kuku arts excursion. had long nagging in the foyer about behaving. yea. then ms noh ask michelle and i. yoo all chose to wear the prefect tie? hahas. we`re like if dont wear look stupid with the starched collar right. lols. yea. then went there. and rena was ever so chairpersony. she even collected the survey forms on the way home. yea. then. we reached there. oh my it was so breathtaking the view from the gallery! then one angmoh man was in the middle of the steady stream of kcians. then the usher ask him, are yoo with them? he nodded (ruth thinks he didnt understand us. i think he just wanted to sit in the middle of us. LOLS. jk) anw. then it started. rena managed to stay awake thru the first two dances then she fell asleep. stupid shit. LOLS. then second half she was all OKAYS I WILL STAY AWAKE! and she did. the second half was effing cool. really. so funny. SOTONG SOTONG! UDANG UDANG! hahas. and rena kept going on about that hot pink girl! and fake haire agreed too. and ruth. and i. hahas. chailert and rena have no appreciation for the ballet whatsoever right fakehaire! lols. just kidding. chailert was like, i dont geddit? hahahas. too cute. yea then we all went back. on the bus. OMG.
trina is nuts. she has this tiny thing called a *stage whispers* pimple on her head. and she was like oh woeful woeful night! this blustering pimple is my plight! yea. damn funny. she wanted go sam w`s house to get this magic pimple cream or smth. cute la. and gabby lydia and sam were hyper cos they were nearly late. yea. and ruth and i were thinking. god. so this is what core geog does to yoo. HEHES. anwhoos. then she chailert jackson dawn and fakehaire went for dinner
kays. nowwwwws. rena is waiting fer action to call her. two mins he said. ooh he called alrdy. i told rena to go practice warming up her voice. HAHAHAS. now shes panicking. DONT WORRY RENA! uhohs she isnt responding. hope shes okaypokays. ahh there. she said yup hahah. well not really she said yup hahha.
okays she wants me to talk more about the hot pink girl (god ruth i swear im thankful for core lit) kays.
she was beautiful, albeit the snatches of glimpses we got of her were from a distance. she danced with a fiery passion, an unabashed release. her raven black hair fell in cascades past her shoulder, and they too tangled in a wild frenzy as her limbs moved in sweet harmony. she knew no tension, the only thing that registered was her love for the dance. there was no past rehearsals, no scenes of careless mistakes, no audience watching with bated breath. there was only now. she lived in the moment. her smile captured the hearts of many as she sashayed and undulated up and down the stage, alongside her fellow dancers. i watched, barely daring to breathe, as though it would affect the precious rhythym. she sucked me into her splendor and i was entranced. the song ended, and it let me have my sweet release. i fell back against the chair, heart beating fast and thought.
"mannnnnn that girl is HOTT!"
lols. aiya rena. i lazy to blog alrdy. but do cheer up okaypokays? everythn will be alright in the end, and if its not alright then its not the end.
nadia loves yoo!

2005-03-06T17:24:00.000+08:00

ROARRR!
im finally here after like a zillionnxx years.
HAHA LIFE'S BEEN AWESOME.minus the 'NOITCA' part better.x)
anyways im dawwn here.i hacked into rena's account.SHHH.dont tell that pig.
HAHA.no lahh!she's too lazy to blogg so here i amm helping that PIG.
i'll be there till the sun dont shine.till the heavens burst and the words dont rhymee.awww.
JELLYBEANS ARE NICE.I WANT THAT JELLYBEAN.THAT PARTICULAR ONE.
anyways i went shoe shopping with dawn today after church in townn.i saw this cute shoe, i bought it,but then changed it.stupid me.LOL.
IHATEYOUIHATEYOUIHATEYOU. life's a living nightmare.x)
nooneelsecanreplaceyou.

2005-02-20T02:37:00.000+08:00

time check : 237 am in the morning.

and i cant sleep cos im waiting for a bloody call. )): feel so damn effed up. like read the m's blog and then all the emotions came flooding back. i feel like crying cus i feel so sad for him. ): okay, not sad. maybe more of feeling sorry..

today rocked. had hockey then met dawn stella chailert jackson corn and all in town. went down with liz. hmmm. i feeel so horrible. but i dont know how to pen down my thoughts in words. guess my english is not up to THAT standard yet. or maybe all these emotions just cant be expressed. like, YOU KNOW. you dont know how to describe and all that shit. ):

i feel like killing pris. how can she bloody hell leave marcel wout sparing him a second thought? and to top it off, she left marcel for a bloody bung. like, HOW CAN! she doesnt know how to cherish what she possess. like, ive lost it. and she had it all- but she chose to leave everything for a bloody butch? okay, im not homophobic or anything. but its just so .. rah. i dont know. i cant think of a word. sucks lah.
how i wish we could go back to how we used to be. to walk home in the dark and stealing a kiss behind a car. )):

HAHA IM STELLA AND IM TYPING ALL THAT ON BEHALF OF RENA. >< she asked me to help her blog about how i think she feels. rah i think she feels this way lah. and rena dont be so sad okay. cheer up girl i love you!

2005-02-12T13:12:00.000+08:00

[i love you. i think i've made a mistake]

everything is not like it seems. i cant let go.
it's stupid of me. can someone help me.
i really do miss you and want you back in my life.
people have been coming and leaving.
but the only one i miss is you.
i wish you all the happiness.
feelings come and fade. thoughts of you will never die.
i may have someone new. but the only one i want is you.

i know it's wrong. but can i help it.

serena chin is so screwed. in studies. netball. hockey. track. even in life and relationships.
she can't do anything right. thinking about the past will not help her.
someone slap her. she typing this will turn into a joke in future years.
don't you agree. things like this never last.
why does she think her feelings does.
haha. that was funny. when she looks back and see how stupid she had been.

2005-01-29T01:37:00.003+08:00

what the fuck! when i actually came back to blog my freaking entry got deleted. fucking shit like my life's not screwed up enough!

-i never wanted to say this but..
the time for me
to leave our
memories behind has come.
i am reluctant
but it is inevitable....

everything is messed up now. when i want something it never comes. when im not prepared for them they all come at one go. i am sorry to say that i love you but im afraid to hurt you and those around us. es you as im sure that i haven't let go of my past.

[ life is never fair. and it never was a bed of roses. ]

sighs i wish i could be a bummer. let go of all my responsibilities. quit netball quit track hocey work school. marry a rich man and live happily after eating and sleeping waiting for death, short sweet death. how does that sound?

- memories of you
are engraved in
my heart forever.
the thought of
you leaving shatters
my wall of happiness
i bulit when
i was with you...

someone kill me please. reading your entries never did brighten my day. if only you knew how i felt and felt the same way too. i know things will never be the same. but why is it so that i just can't accept reality.

2005-01-29T01:37:00.000+08:00

gosh! how long has it been sinced i blogged.. sighs.. so stressed everyone in 307 are like freaking smart not like me stupid and lazy. and many things have benn happening lately. from the past to the present..and even my future would be affected! i just feel like giving up everything from studies to hobbies to work. and just be a bummer. sighs that sounds good. marry a rich old man and grow fat and die. nice and short life.

- im not willing to say this but..
the time for me to
leave our memories
behind has come.
i am reluctant
but it's inevitable ...

only if you would want me back and take me in. it was a stupid mistake on my part and i am never going to do it again.

- memories of you are engraved
and kept in my heart forever.
the thought of you leaving me
shatters my wall of happiness
i bulit when you were with me....

it's so confusing i want you but i cannot have you. it comes with too much complications which leaves me no choice but to leave things as they are. iam afraid to hurt you knowing that i can't let go of the past.

man someone save me.. and now for no reason im in cross country! im like fat and clumsy run what sia.. anyway i cut my hair today sham rocks la huh haha but only thing is cannot tie haha dots but ya. netball ezone started alrd.. we beat joel's school 39-0 not that fantastic but ok.

[ life was never fair. and never was a bed of roses ]

2004-11-04T15:59:00.000+08:00

-let ur heart beat to the rhythm of love.-
THE WHITE SHIRT GUY IS CUTE K! NOT THE ONE BESIDE ME LARH.
hie im Dawn and rena just abandoned me. stupid pig. hoho.
move ur body girl makes the fellas go.the way you ride it girl makes the fellas go.oo0ohH! xD
its raining darn heavily now and evil rena still wants SOMEONE to come NOW! mahaha. evil pig.
RENA IS A CLUMSY PIG! she is banging into dustbins and tables these days.dustbins can understand lahh but tables!! ON PURPOSE COS GOT CUTE GUYS SITTING NEAR THE TABLE!HOHO! i've exposed her deeepest darkess secrets! oh shite. haha her drink tastes like soap powder with a little twist of nail polish remover.eiks coke light with lemon sucks big time. =p
it rocks ok.. haha and the guy with white shirt. lets call him - guy A- haha is so not cute. compared to -guy z- wahahaha lousy taster! haha and i did not bang into the table on purpose! look behind. they are like sooo NOT cute compared to -guyz- and -guy A- haha happy. i know i rock but im just lyin!! OKAE COME ON!LETS JUST SAY BOTH IS CUTE ALRIGHT?!
-innocent look-
OMG BITCH ALERT! Rena is gonna get into a bitch fit. muahaha.BASTARD alert too!! haha the b squared haha. Its raining super heavily can. beep's hair is a total disaster can. oh my god. CHUA IS SO ROCKING K!I AM SO SERIOUS. anywaes i think rena and i are not making sense cos i dont think you ppl understand wot we're toking abt.
can you feel the beat.can you feel the beat. ahhh its raining! HOW TO SKATE MAN!AND WE ARE STRANDED AT MACS!
'im lovin it. im a senseless nut.
+hold on little girl.show me wad he's done to you. stand up little girl
broken heart cant be that bad.when its through its through!fate will twist the both of you!
so come on baby,come on over
lemme me the one to show you!
i am the one who wants to be with you.
deep inside i hope you feel it too!!-refering to- guy z-(rena)
waited on the line of green and blue.
just to be the next to be with you!
build up your confidence,so you can be on top for once.
wake up!who cares abt little boys that talk too much?
okie byebye.hoho. TERENCE IS AN IDIOT.

2004-10-24T23:20:00.000+08:00

fark fark fark. things just doesn't seem to go my way does it. and i just realised that i can actually blog again. man why does stuff like this always happen to me.

didn't you just tell me you like me. cheating me of my feelings seems fun ain't it. well sad to say it issit. and somehow or rather i do not hate a bastard like you. do i even have the right to. i thought you were the one for me. to get over shit which happened. looks like that's not it. your the one who helped me get over shit but at the same time gave me shit.
thanks for everything you have given me. im confused. stuck between thoughts of giving up. or waiting. yea right till the end of year.to see you and your ex back onces again? wow thanks alot dude. fark ass who i stood up for till now.

'cheebye' la. fishball you

many say it's not worth it. but i have to be a stubborn shit and say you are. and stand up for a farkhead like you. is it really worth it. now im asking myself. as the saying goes.
Its no use crying over the guy who doesnt deserve your love. if he does he will not make you cry.

aiya wodeva la smth like that.

2004-10-03T16:18:00.000+08:00

there's so many words i cannot say when i look into your eyes. you rejected me and shattered my pride. each day my love grows stronger but i won't let you know. there's too much behind my smile that i can never show.i'll hold you for a lifetime if you would take my hand. i would love you like no other but you don't understand. so i'll dream of us together, of how good it would be and will keep my love a secret until your in love with me

2004-09-28T17:02:00.000+08:00

.it's amazing how love can turn to hatred and back to love in a blink of an eye.
it's funny how i always seem to regret telling someone that i hate you. it's just the jealousy building up inside of me.
i want you to be happy too. but it's impossible to bring myself to smile infront of you when the person you love is not me.
i tried erasing you from my memories but you always seem to find you way back.
many say that it is better to love and forget then to never love at all.
but do they know the pain of trying to forget someone they really love?

.they say fight for your happiness, nothing is impossible. is it true?
the past few months i've waited , without regretting. was it really futile?
[never will i regret living in this world. never will i regret the times i laughed and cried. and i'll never regret the time god gave me a chance to love you]

have you ever been in love? horrible aint it? it makes you so vulnerable.
it opens up your chest. it opens up your heart.
it means someone can get inside you and mess you up.
all the defenses you took years to bulid.
the whole armor. so nothing can hurt you.
then one STUPID person. no different from any other stupid person
wanders into you life. you give them a piece of your heart.
they didn't ask for it. they then do something dumb like kiss you. or smile at you.
life den isn't yours anymore. love takes hostages.
it gets inside you. it drains you out and leaves you crying in the darkness.
so a simple phrase like ' i think we're better of as friends' turns in to a glass splinter and works it way to your heart.
it's unbearable. not just in the imagination. not just in the mind.
it hurts deep inside. i hate love.

im trying to learn that things change. people change.
it doesn't mean the we can forget the past or try to cover it up.
it simply means that you move on and treasure the memories.
letting go doesn't mean giving up.
it means accepting that some things weren't meant to be.

why does it seem that you can understand and cover up better then i can.
you make forgetting someone look so easy.

2004-09-25T22:11:00.000+08:00

.just as i thought life was getting better. you had to come back and destroy everything i took so hard to built again when you left. -ihateyou-

sian.. nothing is going right.. i wanted to blog that day that everthing was going fine.. wodever. mmx i wanted to blog that day that i used to read this girl's blog everyday.. i didn't like her at that time so i wanted to like know what's she doing and like just crap about it.. but i realised recently that i read it cox it was always cheerful and happy even when things went really wrong.. but i went back to read this few days and like.. how you say.. she's not that cheerful person she used to be.. i know who she is but like not close to her.. den is like.. i want to tell her to cheerup and all but dunno how.. i dun dun like her anymore cox she's very nice.. but when i see her i cannot help but to bleagh haha i dunno how to say la.habit

i think that this song is how i feel now.

haha that's like so me now. sian .. anyw happy 3rd mth jonas!!

haha i need to do the layout for year book where is kat! i need the pictures!!!

sian sian.. i want to do well but cannot .. for exams la.

Everybody's got something

They had to leave behind One regret from yesterday

That just seems to grow with time

There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering)

How it could be now or might have been (or might have been)

All this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

I never had a dream come true'

Til the day that I found you

Even though, I pretend that I've moved on

You'll always be my baby

*chorus

Ooooooohh yeah

Somewhere in my memory I've lost all sense of time

And tomorrow can never be'

Cause yesterday is all that fills my mind

There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering)

How it should be now or might have been (might have been)

All this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

*chorus

Yes you will, say you will, you know you will, oh baby

You'll always be the one I know I'll never forget

There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering)

Because love is a strange and funny thing (and funny thing)

No matter how I try and try I just can't say good-bye

No, no, no, no

*chorus

serena's life is messed up.
upside down. everything is not going the way she wants it to
she's just being a bitchy pig and clinging on to something that left her long time ago.
she being such a pathetic pig or rather worse then that.
can someone be a kind soul and just slap her to make her wake up..
miracles and dreams of hers are not going to come true .. why is she trying..
kick her in the ass will ya.
and she's getting so vulgar irresponsible. for what reason.
a shit one.
she stupidly destroyed what she had and when she stood up again.
she destroyed everything once more.

she thinks she's being determined and all but..
she's just being a pain in the ass.
a stubborn pig.
the only thing which is good bout her is that she has good friends..
friends which care.
but does she.does she appreciate.
nope.

2004-09-22T23:30:00.000+08:00

just went to send ian off. it's been long since i blogged.. blogger was kok. sian.. i need to pia for exams alrd.. ok back to ian.. he had to go in at like 10.. i suddenly rmb everything we did together.. not alot.. but ya.. i like just knew him and yup.. nvm! he will soon be back to create havok in skate sports!!! haha .. waiting for my bigggeee present in return .. i have to take care of my 'responsibility' for 4 yrs hahahaha you better come back and take it away!! haha i will not be able to stand it haha..

argh. iloveyou but it's time i realised that it is impossible and learn how to let go .

2004-09-08T10:26:00.000+08:00

[opps it's coal black not snow black thanks ian]
i just got my pay!! haha rocks yesterday we had crew night.. haha funny funny.. and before we did stock take.. got ppl ask for aloy's ian's and ming li's number.. happy la someone haha.. den it was my first time taking stock take .. and ya quite fun but super hot can. i must train not to perspire so easily haha.. and dawn! not to get drunk easily. haha we were spilt into groups of 4.. aloy [our team leader] =) haha .. err shawn and marcel! haha the other group was ian dawn desmond and ming li haha.. stupid vivan hide thid hide that.. haha den the both groups forgot bout the gatorade fridge. hah aden me and shawn stand dere bai pose haha but we were actually countin haha.. den we closed up.. skated to barry's house.. bla bla bla.. played squash haha i got a beg hole in my leg after squabbling with vivan for the ball haha very fun! den we went swimming haha very fun.. sld have seen marcel and ian's synchronised diving! haha very funny

den barry sent blur ming li on a mission haha he ar.. very blur lea haha run run run den his face cute cute so bloody blur haha cannot stand den they sent marcel too.. haha and marcel came back earlier den ming li haha. den desmond.. haha aloy wanted to push him into the pool he zi dong zi tao ownself walk in haha. den later we went up to bathe the girls only.. haha while the guys were coverin ian in shaving cream!! haha funny!!! den we sat down in a circle.. well smth like a circle la.. den had our staff meeting.. haha barry gave us fruit punch with a bit of vodka.. haha and dawn's face was so red after she drank it! haha .. argh den vivan had to talk bout my

'baby' fats! haha den i "heard that" at albert haha but i seriously dun mind them calling me fei de.. actually i think it's kinda nice anyw haha i dun know when is aloy calling me when he go rena.. haha den after that me and dawn sat in frount of the tv whining for songs we want to come out. haha. oh ya! before that.. err barry gave us the girls.. haha excludin desmond.. a mag.. and i coincidentally picked on with christopher haha

yea den after a while me dawn left wiht ian and marcel. but ya we were wearing skates den they left earlier la.. den ask them go skating wiht us the dun wan.. so oh well me and dawn went.. till like past mid night den got no more bus for her.. i flagged a cab for her.. den i skated home haha.. on our way to bedok jettywe were talkin bout the past. haha yes.. memories not meant to be forgotten. haha .. mmmx i think this entry is long.. shall stop here. sorry if you all get bored reading it.. coz i hate reading long entries anyw haha but ya.. buhbye!

[i really do love you. and why i did that. i have no clue]

2004-09-04T22:44:00.000+08:00

[you are the only one who brought happiness and laughter

i could never forget . you were also the one who brought

tears ans sadness which would never end till

your by my side once again...]

hello! just came back from skating after work! man it was super fun and tiring!!! haha i was skating with shou de(aloy) ian shawn marcel fe smth i dunno how to spell his name and two others.. we skated towards the macs side.. den i was the snow black leader! haha a shit one coz i was so freaking slow.. tired can! haha den later my sis and albert's girlfriend joined. an didn't want to be no leader no more.. so i moved back. haha we went all the way to bedok jetty it was not that tiring.. then they continued to the end of ecp.. but i went back to skatesports haha.. haha dunno la very fun but my body is aching argh!!! i got to work again tomorrow.. that's not the bad part the bad part is that my shirt will not me dry! i have to wear the other uni!! man! sucks.. haha

[i admit that it was my fault. im willing to change but are you

willing to give me another chance...]

2004-09-02T19:48:00.000+08:00

raow. haha i went to the library with darling sara and manda.. haha i BORROWED BOOKS! haha yea!! today got singapore idol!!! everyone vote for yoo-know-who! haha madess.. yea.. iforgot what i wanted to say.. oh ya bernard if your reading this.. haha change your blog the links and all.. haha it's like all mine.. den like so funny. haha

tomorrow got training have to train the secondary ones.. and i think tomorrow's someone's burfady.. but i cannot rmb who.. haha anyw HAPPY BURFDAY ARETHA!! argh! and sian tzu is going for singapore idol today! so unfair! haha.. oh well hope she has fun. and come back with something.. haha wodever..

.imissyoo.

argh!! life is so.... ... i got nothing to say bout it.. so shit la.. it's crap.. yoo can never get what yoo want.. even if yoo do it will .poof. and vanish a few days later.. argh..

2004-09-01T21:26:00.000+08:00

im soo irritated!!! haha yoo all can go and die.. heck la.. why make life diffcult for myself..haha mad la.. raow.. siao la.. haha i watched that belle and beast show .. they went tp.. den my cousin didn't get in haha end up he didn't even know that there was such a thing.. and he said he knew kerson.. den kerson was in some contact lens thingy.. which cassandra is in! haha so coincidental.. haha

lalala... we went to town today.. walk walk walk.. haha my cousin so cute haha.. he in tp too!! haha bored.. got nothing to do.. ahha i was looking for wishing dust today.. so boliao! haha den i ate nerds! made my whole tongue purple.. so chou! haha.im bored..

2004-08-31T21:09:00.000+08:00

.memories came flooding back.feeling me with emotions.
haha all are yoo ready! haha we won third!!! three cheers for two/4!! two/7 got first and they definately deserve to win!! [all applauds] haha and second was two/5 !! haha we all rocked!! haha and these three classes have one main reason to be happy.. haha coz.. we beat... -yooknowwhat- haha rocks!!! and they gave us this medal thingy.. which i thought was.. TISSUE PAPER! haha and i called them cheapskates.. haha sorry.. i take that back..

im depressed!! kim cldn't help me get the tickets.. but it's ok thanks for tryin anyway! haha yea anyway today's newspaper got him.. haha haha!!! i got the article.. and i love taking buses now..haha they forever having singapore idol advert! which is ya. good haha.. mad la.. infatuation can.. so bare with me ya.. haha sorry...

anyway we went to watch 13 going on 30 today!! it was super funny can! i want wishing dust! i want to turn back time.. haha the show the mum said she made mistakes but didn't regret.. how cool is that.. im always makin mistakes and regretting them.. and i saw pei see.. is that how yoo spell her name.. yup marcel's ex.. haha she quite pretty.. i felt so demoralized can haha.. den everything came flooding back.. i had mood swings .. haha outside the stupid theater.. dawn sld know.. raow. oh well den we were singing and dancin since we met meh meh till we left haha den she was so irritated.. yup me and meh meh bought the same hairband.. nice nice purple purple one...

haha and ZHEN has a big blur black on both her big toes!! haha poor thing!

2004-08-30T21:55:00.000+08:00

.raow. im feeling sadistic now.. shall go and watch happy tree friends.. haha is that how yoo spell it? haha i told manda if she don't shake tomorrow i will chop off her head.. but thinking about it.. i will be letting her off easy.. so i decided to slit her wrist and neck and let her die a slow and painful death!! wahahaha haha madness

anyway.. thanks kim-w for trying to help me get tickets..haha

ya anyway we were standing outside the office after the dance today.. and i thought of getting a very -sick- present for a certain someone we hate so much haha.. they were giving ideas haha stella say what give her shit tomorrow ask me to go collect from my dogs..haha then i said i wld gladly make myself. then i said i wld dye it pink or red then i freeze it then put into a lip stick container thing give her haha.. how ... evil.. haha and my dance giving me body aches now.. jump jummp jummp my feet was cramping just now

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raow! im super pissed can idiot!!!! .raow. anyway haha [good luck tomorrow 2/7] haha i comfirm cheer for yoo all de hahahahahaha... we shall unite and knock the other classes away!!! haha good luck everyone.. and [good luck to yoo on thurs]

2004-08-30T18:37:00.000+08:00

grr!!! im so bloody irritated!! what's your problem!! i thought you were nice can!!! raow!!! aiya nvm.. stupid shit.. raow! my so sick of my class dance.. haha dance so many times all of us are getting sick of it.. i hope we will not screw it up tomorriw!!! and anyw.. i appreciate those who actually make an effort to learn and do the dance..

whatever la.. my stupid sis is shouting at me to get off the bloody com..

2004-08-27T18:07:00.000+08:00

haha our dance rocks!!!! it's super fun to do and it's super funny! haha.. we rock man!! haha they came my house today to do so many ppl!!! den my darlin sara haha was helpin me reply a message!! haha raow!!

[ wave your hands in the air if you feel right ]

haha super fun can!! even if we dun win.. haha touch wood.. i will still feel damn good. haha we dun need the gym!!! haha thurs got singapore idol!! im cannot wait can!! christopher lee is sooo cute.. ahah must vote for him ok?? thankewl!!! anyone know how to get tickets for singapore idol? ehh! stupid geo exam so extra!!! have to spoil everything

haha shit i forgot wat i wanted to blog!haha i think happy togather very nice!! haha shake shake shake! im mad.. haha forget it buhbye!! i remembered alrd! i wanted to say tat im very hungry! proves tat our dance works!!! anyway the channel 55 the eight o clock show!! the match making one.. haha the quan jia fu so cute haha he damn funny!! haha

ehh! stupid geo exam so extra!!! have to spoil everything

2004-08-23T17:20:00.000+08:00

haha rocks!!! HE** replied me! hahahahaha how cool is this haha.. anyw our two/4 dance rocks.. though it's short .. we're improvin on it ok.. at least we did it totally ourselves haha and.. he replied!!haha how sld i reply.. err.. bleagh mad la.. i cannot wait for singapore idol on thursday! haha wat sld i say.. i feel so stalker-ish haha.. siao la.. heck it haha no aiya i dunno haha

ZHEN!can you help me make the pics biggggerrr. haha i need to talk to mrs sim bout track!

haha she caught me sleepin today at assembly haha.. raow.. i put on all the weight i loss back! so angry haha raow no one online now.. haha i wan my dinner.. mouth itchy! haha i need togo and study soon! i love the song we're usin.. haha so jumpy haha PAN rocks!

everybody get up it's time to slam now we've got the real jam going down welcome to the space jam

here's your chance do your dance at the space jam all right

PAN ROCKS AT DANCIN!

haha buhbye!

2004-08-19T22:24:00.000+08:00

OMG! did you all watch singapore idol!! CHRISTOPHER LEE the guy who sang for zoe tay's weddin is super cute! haha well that's what i think now. haha .. infatuation! haha i found him on friendster.. shhhhh haha you all must vote for him like siao okok! ok good haha im mad la ..

anyw i went for track trainin today!! super fun.. but i dunno can join not! i really wan to join!! can they be nice! stupid reasons they give of why i cannot join stupid! haha sian... haha tml got no trainin. i ate mango just now! and i want to go vjc! the food there is good and cheap haha.. and! i wan to go marina bay.. or south smth like tat to FLY KITE!! so cool can! haha fun fun.. i forgot how it feels like haha.. and the jeremy guy! the 'oh cool! oh cool!' guy got kicked out.. how saddin haha i think he's funny haha. funny! im mad! haha i have PINK toes! bet you didn't know tat haha zhen's toes!! are GREEN!haha madddd haha buhbye!

2004-08-18T20:31:00.000+08:00

raow! haha stupid com! so bloody slow.. haha had netball trainin today.. i took it today.. and i think it was shit haha.. i joining track!! haha but mrs sim say see can not first coz i in netball.. mmx.. den i haf to do well! es in studies.. haha.. my mama naggin alrd.. grr two weeks no pay!! i never work den no pay.. i wan to buy new wallet.. and specs! haha more things to add to my wish list.. the same pair as wat chailert gg to get.. haha we two chose the same pair.. it's super zai! haha..

zhen is super 'fast' tell her smth she so long later i expalin alrd den she know..we are so screwed for our dance-a-ton! sian.. anyw tml got track trainin! so excited haha im mad la.. dun think i will be good in track anyw so.. haha nvm try only wat! haha haha sian la sian! im bored.. my parents are evil.. nagging at me bout my results.. keep on sayin i did very badly.. wodeva la..not like i falied.. haha they think i that smart get full marks.. please lor the think i some genius ar haha i think im mad talkin to myself. aiya wodeva buhbye!

2004-08-12T20:40:00.000+08:00

rahh. im testing dawn geo now onlinw.. i think im blind she type type type i never see haha sorry! err. i need to chiong my geography later.. i shall do that while watching the nine o clock show! [sorry for getting the wrong idea] raow.. aiya sian sian.. exams faster finish den can play again.. ok not like i study anwy haha.. mad ok nvm buhbye